I was dozing off when my eyelids jolt open cos I’ve got something to write.

There are many things I regret in life. Mistakes. Taking for example the many wrong decisions I made through impulsiveness, or maybe lack of self control.

I don’t actually mind wrong doings but I mind if they stick on me as guilt and regrets. Something I find difficult in forgiving myself at. In fact, prolly due to me being unwilling to forgive myself.

I make mistakes… I made mistakes…

And they impact negatively on people with and around me. So how do you bring you to forgive yourself when it affected so many ppl?

I’m still trying to figure it out, but one thing for sure.. I learn things the (extremely) hard way.